It started with a morning prayer: “Teach me Your Ways.” Unexpectedly on the way to church an elderly woman crossed the road. The temperatures were below freezing. We turned around and gave her a lift to the grocery store a quarter of a mile away. She needed some essentials that her group home didn’t offer. I felt uneasy leaving here even though she assured us she wasn’t far from home. So we left for church where we had other duties, and frankly we love joining in worship with our small, informal, fun community. This was the Sunday many in our area struggled over the Seahawks game at 10:00 or church. Some went to church and some stayed home to watch the game. For us this wasn’t a huge issue, although we do like to watch football sometimes, but we had made a commitment to go, so off we went thinking that was our personal test. No, the real test was were we going to care for an elderly woman out in the sub freezing weather. Of all people, I who am trying so hard to not be a religious person, but a loving person missed it. Well, to be fair I got half of it, but how much better would it have been to wait for her to do her shopping and take her home. I am grateful my prayer was answered even though it was painful to see where I still need to grow. So I will keep praying to learn and practice the ways of Jesus and hope I do better next time. A sweet ending to the story for us was that after we left the church building we wandered down the Ave. with our son looking for a place to eat and perhaps catch the last few minutes of the game. Sure enough we heard hooting and hollering from a pub. We walked in, found a spot and were able to catch the last minutes of a very exciting game, albeit disappointing for Seahawks fans. That’s what I love about walking with Jesus: it’s grace upon grace, no condemnation, just a steep learning curve to be like Him.
Paths
Found A Red Ribbon
Found a red ribbon today
While sweeping under the rug
Because my vacuum is in the shop
Due to too many dry pine needles
Because we only had fifteen minutes
To pick out a Christmas Tree
Before Home Depot closed
And we managed to get a very dry old tree.
The red ribbon reminds me
Of my search for the Path
That brings meaning into my life
And I for one can’t live without it
Because without meaning I have no hope
And I am not giving that up for sure.
As I write this
I am recovering from a bonk on the head
That I am calling
“My ski accident”
Even though I was only in my skis for less than 30 seconds
Before the playing pup buckled me on the back of my knees
And down I went hard.
I am wondering if anyone can relate
To any of this
Or am I as loony as feel?
© 2013 Julie Clark
Awake My Soul
Awake my soul to this new day
Don’t miss the adventure of your journey
There are connections of beauty and color
Weaving and waiting to be made
Keep my eyes open
My spirit listening
I won’t ignore the nudge or the whisper
Directing my path
To see the glory in another
To listen and to learn
To give the gift I have been given
And receive the one offered to me
Taking This with Me
I cannot see it
But I am taking it with me
It travels well
Lasts forever
I’m hanging onto hope
Not letting it go
Even though
Hope stealers
Stand on every corner
In my mind
“Just give up!”
“You’ll never make it.”
“Life is too hard.”
No
I am not listening
Pushing past
Because
I have done this before
And I know
Life and Light
Are just beyond
The corner of my pain
Hope packs well
Into my heart
Fits snuggly next to
Faith and Love
© 2012 Julie Clark
Traveler
I am the traveler
On a journey
You are the gate
To the path, the way
That leads to life
You are the light
That shines in the dark
Illuminating my way
You are my strength
When the road is steep
And my hope grows dim
You are my shade
When the sun bears down
You are the song
The birds are singing
To cheer my heart
When it becomes heavy
My companion
When I need to talk
My GPS
When I lose my way
You are the strong love
That keeps fear away
When wild things
Rage and roar
The sword that flashes
When danger nears
You are the fresh water
In the stream
When I grow thirsty
You are my home
At last
That I am forever
Longing for.
© 2012 Julie Clark
Boulder River
Boulder River went unwilling
Into this present age of bondage
Where death and decay reign.
What would it have been like
Before knowledge was chosen over love?
It is so beautiful now
With the dense foliage on either side,
The waterfalls cascading
Down the sheer cliffs.
Would the water have been
The purest of pure
Able to quench the thirst
Of man and beast?
Perhaps the intensity of color
Would have blinded the eyes of mortals.
The wild things
Instead of hiding
Would come out to greet us.
The bird song so sweet
We would have wept and laughed together.
I know the sign at the trailhead
Would not be there
Warning the hikers
Of the dangers of the wilderness.
© 2012 Julie Clark















